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6 years ago................
Apr 8, 2008 | 1:16 PM
Category: Faith
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April 14th, 2002 changed my life forever.  That rainy Sunday morning, a pickup truck hit my bedroom wall.  I always thought of myself as a strong person, I've raised 2 children, and been through alot in my life.  This event has changed my life more than any other.  I thank God I have a supportive husband who has helped me through my PTSD caused by this accident.

The poem below is my attempt at some free therapy.  

you changed my life

you tore through my very existence
leaving your mark deep in my soul
my world has been flipped upside down
by actions beyond my control

just a rainy sunday morning to you,
in a hurry to be on your way -
the nightmare plays over and over,
in my mind both night and day.

the sound of crashing metal -
the creak of wood splitting,
the enormous sound of impact -
as your truck was hitting.

the thoughts that flashed through my mind,
the fear that invaded my heart -
the acceptance that my life was over,
all this -  while the wall split apart.

the nightmare for you may be over,
your dreams may be a pleasant sight -
but the fear you instilled within me,
is played over night after night.

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girlscout read my blog view my photos
Apr 9, 2008 | 8:01 AM

Very poignant, gyro. Keep on writing - you do it beautifully.
gyro_jumper read my blog view my photos
Apr 9, 2008 | 8:40 AM

Thank you girlscout - I appreciate that. :-)
HybridTalk read my blog view my photos
Apr 11, 2008 | 8:48 AM

Interesting how doing something like this can be therapeutic. I had to go through some reconstructive knee surgery back a few years ago, ending my running career. I kept a journal for the next year and recorded my progress, setbacks and moods.

I look back at that journal when life tries to rain on my parade and am encouraged at what I went through that year, and how Jesus was with me every step of the way.

Keep writing.
witeduv719 read my blog view my photos
Apr 11, 2008 | 10:07 AM

Very good gyro - as usual my gifted friend!
People who have never had a traumatic experience in their life cannot fathom the emotional affects it can have on a person...you've come a long way dear friend :).
May God continue to bless & strengthen you every day.
caseyjones38 read my blog view my photos
Apr 13, 2008 | 11:51 PM

Hi-ya Gyro ! I thought I`d take a break from the Trolls and come visit the land of serenity.
Beautiful poem and thoughts. I really miss our` little circle, where politics were taboo. I hope this finds you healthy and kickin`. Casey
gyro_jumper read my blog view my photos
Apr 14, 2008 | 7:36 AM

Thanks for the nice comments everybody.
Today is a really hard day for me. The scars you cannot see are the ones that are harder to heal.

Casey - I'm still kickin' LOL Glad to see ya!
quarryshark read my blog view my photos
Apr 14, 2008 | 1:59 PM

Keep writing gyro, keep healing.....
CAKhomelodge read my blog view my photos
Apr 14, 2008 | 4:01 PM

in the scriptures it is said as a word of comfort-" this too shall pass...." God has already brought you thru some healing - and He will be your guide to its completion.trust Him- your on the right path dear one.
jigsgirl read my blog view my photos
Apr 17, 2008 | 7:29 AM

gyro, as always that was beautiful and inspirational. It makes you take a step back and realize that there are others who are going through more emotional pain than you and it's bittersweet cause you realize that what your going through is not that bad and will pass but then you also know that someone else is in pain and all you can do is pray for that person. I will add you to my prayer list and pray that God helps you rid your mind of these demons that haunt you.
gyro_jumper read my blog view my photos
Apr 18, 2008 | 6:38 PM

jigsgirl, thank you for your kind words.
jigsgirl read my blog view my photos
Apr 21, 2008 | 8:44 AM

Your very welcome! God bless
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